Life has felt chaotic. 

Really tumultuous.  Since building the house and moving in the expectation from all of us has been that life would be transformed into a milk & honey manna-land.  But it has not felt that way and I have not been able to wrap my mind around this.  I believe it is just how tired my body is… it drags my spirit down with the weight of it all.  That said, there are more and more bright spots as the days pass by.  Today is one of the best and brightest I have had in the new house.

Jude and I got to play like Gigi and I always did.  We watched Super Friends.  We wore super hero clothes.  We finger painted for hours.  We laughed and had a nice bath.  A nice lunch, too.  He went sweetly into nap time – a sign of how wonderful our day has been.  As I type this I feel so awash with feeling.  I want a new era to come.  Maybe today is the point where I can look back to and say it started with that one really good day.  I love our life.  I am enthused for it to pick up where we left off and run again.

Thank you Jude for a lovely, painterly day.  I love you boy.


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